Tomorrow (Bulimia)
Yesterday I was lazy,
Yesterday I ate a lot,
Yesterday I gained some weight so was sick until my eyes grew blood shot.
Yesterday I hated me
Yesterday I was scared
Yesterday I hurt my throat so as I drank it later burned.
Yesterday I was hazy,
Yesterday was a blur,
Yesterday as the car moved forward, I felt my whole body moan and churn
Yesterday I made a promise,
Yesterday I knew,
Tomorrow will be different I said. I will start afresh. Anew
But today I woke and felt empty,
And guilt of yesterday grew,
So in my mouth I shoved some food of which I later threw.
Today again I will promise,
Today again I will hope,
Tomorrow will be different please, because no longer can I cope.
By Jenna Burton